And the circle of life moves on - primary schools - highschool - Uni - and after graduation 2 major steps : working and steady love life.

I really wonna start working in a hotel, I'm just so attracted to it and I cant help it. But the problem is that I have no experience in that area and hotels look for people with experience... so how do I get some experience if they look for people already trained??? I'm sending out my cv even thought they ask for experienced people writing in my presentation letter that I'm willing to accept interns or short period contracts and the experience I've done in other areas!! Well.. it's not actually a real problem... I know that if I have faith... things will work out. I'm a great girl... practice make perfect so the more interviews I face... the better I get ... more the chance someone notices me and decide to give me a try. But... sometimes I get too timorous to have faith.

This brings me to lose temper easily… see this long (temporary) distance relationship failed in the beginning. I’m here and he’s there and thou we will meet during the week ends… he is still too far. I know it’s only the idea of it… it’s just that things are changing and I need time to get used to it. I’m used to meetings during working days… long phone calls before bedtime… shopping sessions after work… Now less phone calls… less meetings and … less of everything and I’m scared I wont handle it.

So… it all has to do w/ having faith in life… in myself… in the person you love. No matter how hard it is to always see the bright side of everything… you should hang on to faith and believe that things always work out… even though sometimes it takes a longer period for some matters to get solved.

Entering the working world!!

Cross fingers.... I'm entering a new world... the real thing.... the working life and I'm scared to death. What if I'm not fit? what if I can't handle it?? how do one actually understands which is the right path??? I guess being an adult takes up a whole lot of courage... and learn as much as I can... One day... some how.. I'll understand where I'm supposed to be heading!!

As for now... crossfingers and hope to get this job!!!

I've edited my work section... let me know what you think!!

Aren't they like the most gorgeous people you've ever saw??

I've seen them play... I've seen them with their casual clothes and... yes... they are like cute as hell!!! ... not all of them ok but...
My favourites are : Vermiglio Valerio, Matej Cernic, Alberto cisolla and Cristian Savani.
Too bad the World Championship didn't go too well... but who cares... I saw them play... only on TV thou. I wish I could see one of the matches live... and maybe even touch them and see if they are real.. ahahha!

Italy 1 - France 1 (5:3 PSO)

What other picture cuould I put up???
(Isn't Cannavaro so cute?? :P)

Let's get serious now: the match was far the most exciting one I ever seen since.. never actually saw a match till this World cup so don't mind me too much. It was very interesting thou … a bit too nasty but interesting. And the Zidane-Materazzi incident??? Well… I might be bias but what Zidane did was totally outrageous. Ok… let me put it this way … We have Zidane: been in the soccer world for like ages… famous… darn good… everything. Materazzi: not a rookie but not on Zidane’s level.. good and relatively famous. What happened: Materazzi insults Zidane’s mother and everything else…. Zidane gets pissed and there the head flings to the chest. My opinion: Zidane simply lost his temper and I don’t expect a champion like him to do anything like that in ANY case. Materazzi insulted his mother??? 1: gees… Materazzi lost his mother long time ago and there is no way he would insult someone else’s mother. 2:fine… Materazzi might have said something really horrible if it caused that reaction from Zidane but.. you wonna make me believe that throughout all these matches no one has insulted anyone else and Materazzi was the first idiot??? Please!!! There is only one referee and all this mess happened coz we are talking abt Zidane and not some other idiot. Zidane is a champion and he should have been superior to ANYTHING. He could have caused Materazzi a serious breathing … hmm… how do you say… problem (:P). So let’s just say he got nervous coz he was loosing and since it was gonna be his last match he wanted it to top it of… win it all and remain in history in good terms… Now I believe that there’s a stain!!!

Anyways… I don’t believe Italy is such an unbeatable team anymore (I do believe that Lady Luck gave them a precious hand during this Cup!!) but this match was grand… and I am proud of them!! I partied with everyone else that night… I believe I had pictures but I cant find them right now... will add them soon!!

But most important... Finally… all this World Cup freaky period is over!!!!!!

Italy 2 - Germany 0

Now... that was a really good match... the best I've seen in ages. A clean friendly match... everyone one was runnniign aound showing their skills... giving their best... concentrating oon th ball, the field... dribbling and marking man to man... and notto forget high fairplay... I wish all games were like this.

I'm starting to get fond of Cannnavaro... I find him really good but most of all really cute... those eyes.... the smile... the muscles... firm swetty muscles... me drooling here!!!

And I wont forget Buffon... nothing can get pass by him... his eyes are everywhere... and I bethhis bodymoves even before his brain cells can register a german dude within his area.

It was an exciting game... the Italian team actually won against Germans thhe hostsof the entire tournament... with their fans whistleing at every Italian move (found that a bit over the top but... hey.. you can't stop a fan... )... and hey... didn't the refferee had a funny name... what was it ... archundia???well... in Italy it is a funny name.

I hit the road after the match... everyone was honking... yelling... danciuing and singing away as if they ahd already won thecup... but... I guess what's right is right!!!

Italy 1- Australia 0

I can't believe this is the way one should win the semifinals... I am so ashamed.

I am speechless... and Italy was over the top... I wouldn't thou... I don't fiindit fair towards Australians. Alright... there MIGHT just have been a faul... IF there actually was then the player should have been more careful... but still you can't win a game like that!!! How can Italy be so lucky?? coz it is all about luck... we can't talk about Italy being better then Australia... afterall Australia was pressing italy pretty well.... I really have nothing much to say about this game... I am just so disappointed!!! And i feel sorry Australia had to leave like this!!!

I just hope the next match will be oof better quality... especially for those who actuall pay loosta money justto see a typical crappy italian game!!!

Czech republic 0 - Italy 2

For the first time in my LIFE I followed a soccer match on the radio... I had to since I meant to write about it. I would have never thought I'd reach this point in my life. Will I do it again??? hmm... not sure but hopefully not! But to tell you the truth... I hadn't had time to write earlier so I've forgotten how it actually went.
Everyone was disappointed for the last match... thou glad that at least they actually lose the match. But the day after Czech match they were heroes again.... 2-0 is a good result after all. I just don't find it fair that as soon as they loose Jack the Ripper would be more popular then them... but when they win they are gods!!! after all they are only humans. Not that I've changed my opinion about them, for me they simply don't stand up to the name they carry, but fans and journalist around here should be more objective.
I heard lotsa people's disappointement as they heard that Materazzi got in... and look what happend... immeditaley a gol. He should be proud of himself to have proved to everyone that he's worth to be in the National team. And Buffon... with all the troubles he's going throught because of Juvetus??? he saved Italy from a complete failure.