Highschool girlfriends
I wish I could have a girl best friend here with me now... I wish I could back to high school times where when I needed a hand I would receive 16 warm helping hand... 16 shoulders to cry on... 8 wonderful faces to cheer me up. They would just stay for hours talking on the phone thou we spent the whole day in school. Week ends were often filled with sleepovers where we'd put on facial masks... call guys... chit chat about guys... eat pizza... watch horror movie... play games... red comic book... take silly pictures... name it and we did it!!! Everything was wonderful... with 8 girls you could never feel alone....
But here... now... one would be enough. Someone to call up now thou it's 11.30 pm but knowing that it's never to late to call. Someone who would come over and just chat with me about nonsense and laugh about the silliest things. Someone who wouldn't mind sleeping over so not to feel alone.
I don't have such a friend here... I don't know who I could call at this time other then a few guys (...but there are things where a guy could never replace a girl)... I don't know who I could ask to sleep over... I don't even feel comfortable talking abt it to anyone for that matters.
What happens to us as we grow up??? why is it so hard to have a good girlfriend as we had in high school. Do we change mind about other people??? do we lose trust in others as we grow up. Or is it that as we are young and innocent we slowly learn that few person are able to remain pure and cherish friendship beyond everything in this world?? do we think that the world is so rotten that it's now worth making new friends??? As for myself I think that, as we grow older, we learn how much a human being like us is able to hurt others willingly. Most people become selfish... they want everything without giving anything.... even if the thing doesn't involve money. The most precious thing that one could give is their heart... but... everyone is too scared!!!
So here I am... remembering the old times... sleeping the night away alone!!!
Pic: to follow the topic... sailormoon!!!
3 Comments:
aduh, dun cry yah! hehe. we all love you too. except we can't do sleepovers now, cos uh, we can't afford the traveling costs to fly halfway across the world. hehe. oooh yes, looking forward to sailormoon. haha. the comic books. do refresh my memory!
Aiya, Natalie! I'm certain none of us would mind you calling us...hehe...as long as we don't have to pay the phone bill afterwards!!! Hahaha...
Yep, it's hard to find those kinda friends these days...so we sometimes end up clinging to the past...
Darlin, darlingggggg...
Those were real good memories, eh? Indeed, it's hard to find such true and genuine frens now.
Just be glad that we have this frenship and though no one can replace anyone of us, there will be new ones coming along.
Let's not close our hearts for what we hv but open it for what's out there. You may never know what will come along your way!
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